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Saturday, October 30, 2004

aye
hafven been updating
past dew days been real crazy for me
been going to school with double eye lids.hah!
am going to 3J next year.
now laugh.
: /
i swear i hate the name!
oh wells.
i finally had the stupid guts to break the news to my parents by writing a letter.:/
mum's taking it alright,i think.she said nvm and all.that i must work harder next year.
not sure about dad reaction.hafven talked to him since like the day before yesterday night.
he's real busy with his work now i guess.
think am alright by now.kinda taking this slowly.found it super hard ta get over it.but i guessed i cried everything out already.:D
past few days been real sweet for me too i guess.
i realised who are the ones who are really concerned for me.(:
realised that baby's always there for me.
realised that there's people who will be missing me.
realised that sec 4E `o5 without me will be different for some people.
realised that there's people actually praying for me.(:
realised that there's people out that who actually worry for me.
realised that there's some people who are really a call away.
realised that there's really shoulders for me ta cry on.
realised that there's people who'll be missing me singing all the high pitch songs in class next year.
realised that there's people who cant imagine their life without the big bird next year
realised how some people can remember all my silly regular actions.
realised that im going to school next year without these people:(
realised how comforting my tutor can be even tho i found tution sucha a dread.
realised how sweet joanna can be,she actually cried when she knew im retaining.
realised how sweet mary can be,leaving a note in my maths bk without me knowing.
realised how comforting it is to have people always asking ya "are you okaye?"
realised how wasted 2004 is.
realised how ta face the huge musik
realised how to really MOVE ON.(totally diff from move ons from relationships)
realised how much money i'll save on buying bks for next year
realised how dreadful it'll be making new friends ALL OVER AGAIN.:(
realised how dreadful it'll be having to go sec 3 camp again.
realised how dreadful it is to having to go for TRAINING for 1 and a half more year.BAHH!
realised how retaining could do me some good.
realised it's time to wake up and be a real nerd.
realised it's time to stop using comp so much.
realised its time to stop going out so much.
realised its time to stop watching telly so much
realised its time to stop giving my rents so much worries and problems.
realised this is really a very painful exp.AND I DONT EVER WANNA GO THROUGH THIS EVER AGAIN.
realised i'll be one of the eldest in the class next year!:D
realised that i might top the class next year.(HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.I WANT AND I WILL!:D)

so much memories i swear!
so much unforgettable ones!
sweared i had loadsa fun with all the crazy spunky people in 3e04!
to think i even hated this class in the beginning of the year.
thank god for all these lovely classmates!thank god for them,giving me all the memories
sure did left a very deep footprint in my life.thank you for always being there for me!
marilyn
serene
shuanne
cheryl
shijin
amy
felicia
and not so close people like vonne and kandis!(: liting for always opening lockers for me and reminding me bks ta bring.
schoolmates like JOANNA!(: love you bestfriend.
and so many many other people i wanna thank!love you guys!

yeahh.
goodbye!

replies!
TODAY'S!
mel!(:
yes girl.i know.i was referring to you!:D
thank you for all the prayers yahh?
and i DONT have a die for bod(oct25th's comments) u silly!
love youu!
ps; i've ditched salad fingers.
to .
haha.thanks.
OCTOBER 27TH'S
RELLY.
please take care next year yahh.study harder!
know you can do it.(:
OCTOBER 25TH'S
CHRIS!(:
hey baby!love ya truckloads.thanks for everything yarhh?
ya been sucha tolerant and patient fella!
-muahhs-
JULS!
(:hello!WE CAN ALL GO TO TUTION NEXT YEAR AND STUDY THE SAME WHOLE THING AGAIN PROPERLY!(:
top the class yes!
erm.ya in my class next year?
:D
XJIE!(:
thanks for the concern and believing in me yarhh!
you take great care yahh!
do well in chem!
:D
love love!


hazel Y 10:42 AM |


Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Zelly wont be updating for awhile i guess.
You peeps out there jus gotta wait for those interesting drawings and updates tht she puts up in her blog! :D
But absence makes the heart fonder! so yup. continue patronising this blog and puttin up comments so she can read them!
Thanks!

Love,
Chris-


hazel Y 8:21 PM |


Monday, October 25, 2004


:( Posted by Hello

alrights.i sorta tried my best drawing them.
(tho NOT happening at all)
but yes.the mouse very hard ta control!
BAHH!
AM MISSING THEM ALREADYY.



hazel Y 11:07 PM |



I'm a bad ass girl in this messed up world
I'm the sexy girl in this crazy world
I'm a simple girl in a complex world
A nasty girl, you wanna get with me?
You wanna mess with me?

aye.
MY FISHES DIED LARHH.
the bigger one died last night at 2342
while my fav one died jes now at 1552
sheesh.
now i know how i feels to lose ya pet.:/
im petless!
sheesh.
but baby was with me when the fav fishie weeshie died.
i think the fish died of depression or something.or sorta freezed to death?
lol.
oh wells.
school was boring!
rah!
the whole mary and all were planning for sat's bbq
:D:D:D:D:D:D
watched After School jes now in school.
not bad.
:D
am feeling tired!

i think am going back to my tanning routine and my dieting.
my tummy seriously blown up.
goodbye!

reply!
mel!(:
oh yarhh.indoor pool.lol.forgot abt it.:D
then go tanning during the weekends!:D sillystinky
alright larhh.i have ta admit that my love for salad fingers are sorta fading larhh!
:D





hazel Y 6:24 PM |


Sunday, October 24, 2004

get high and die
aye!
last night was freezing!so cold!
rah!woke up and spent a few mins staring at the fishes.lol.
THANK GOD THEY'RE STILL ALIVE!:D
and they're still constipated!
cus last night i realised the slightly bigger fish coulden shit properly.then it was swimming with a string of shit at its ass.
and up to now!
it's still swimming with it.
oh lord.
damn funny!
alrighty.i sound so fascinated sorta thing.
allelujia!tmr's a monday!
and on monday!
i'll getta know if im one of those 6 retainees not.
:(
anyhows.
gotta go.
goodbye!
replies!
BABY!(:
HELLO LOVEE!
cya tmr yes?
-xoxo:D
MEL!(:
stinky!yes.tanning is fun!but yahh.i agree with chris.WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU LARHH!
swimmers are tanned!and the only reason why i wanan go tanning is cus im FAIR!:D
and bikinis are available everywhere smellie mellie wellie!but then again.you're tanned already!lols.so clever arh someone,knw i love your salad fingers more!(;


hazel Y 8:54 AM |


Saturday, October 23, 2004

now its jes me and you(:
aye!
feeling very lazy and tired right now!
suddenly feel like going tanning!:D
went ta school today!
boring!
was so packed with people!rah!and my class store,fishiology was doing real good!
i fished!
:D
two fishes!
made me and chris proud parents!
:D
we have yet ta name them tho.
YAY!HAZEL FINALLY GOT A PET!;our pet.:D
am trying real hard and putting in all my best ta keep them alive!
lol.they're so cute!about 2.5 cm in length.
yeah!
missing baby so much!
rah!
shall go.
goodbye!


hazel Y 9:00 PM |


Friday, October 22, 2004

dont ever want to forget this night afternoon
i love ryan cabrerra's LET'S TAKE OUR TIME!
damn damn nice!mui got me stucked with the song!
school was BORING I SWEAR!
but time kinda passed quite quickly.oh wells.
and ms yu dong hafven tell my class who's retaining!
rah!

met baby!
(:
(bbbbbbbbbb)


goodbye!
replies!
JOANNA!(:THE SONG NICE RIGHT!
HAHAHA.
love!
GEN!(:
heyy.yeahh.trying not ta think too muchh.hugs.




hazel Y 5:19 PM |


Wednesday, October 20, 2004

get down and boogie
:(
what a day
got back ALL my papers
and i only passed both languages.
and my combined humans was 44 and my geog was 45?
sheesh.
it's like almost already becoming obvious i am not gonna make it.
but i dunt wanan accept the fact!
oh shucks
this stinks totally
feel so heavy at heart now.
watched bangkok haunted with rell jin amy and mary at mary's hse.
kinda alright.i thought the first few parts was super scary.but the last part wasnt so much.yeah.
met baby after that;my mood kinda affected him.
yeahh.both of us suddenly felt into a depression sorta thing.
i was sad abt results.
while he was sad cus i was sad.(how sweet!)
but things are all o alrighty now!
oh wells.i feel so messed up up in my mind.
worrying so muchh.
rah!
been having super TERRIBLE nightmares for the past few days!
oh mann!
i even woke up after my dream this morning!
felt so disturbed.
:(
but i told jin and mary abt my dreams
they said that my dreams are good.
meaning i'll have a fortune.
oh wells
shall go
goodbye
reply!
JOANNA!:(
bestfriend!
i cant help it but i think am gonna retain!:/
how how how bestfriend.


hazel Y 8:42 PM |


Tuesday, October 19, 2004

learn chinese

aye.
fine.today i got back my
1.emaths paper
2.my COMBINED HUMANS
3.my combined science
freak.i FAILED ALL!
SCREAMS!
i dunt really give any shit abt my emaths and combined science!
BUT I FAILED MY COMBINED HUMANS!
:(
my heart completely sank when i saw my marks.:/
felt so down and heavy.
oh mann.my sa1 better pull me up!
NO MORE IRON CROSS!
OH LORD
was one real sad fat kid.failed my like what.NINE MARKS!
tmr will be getting back my GEOG!MY JUDGEMENT DAYY.
and if i fail.that's the end of me.
:(
aw mann.
sec2 i was still like so relax abt my exams.abt my results.it all seemed so freaking easy to pass.
but now.it seems so mighty hard to!
i dunt wanan retain.boo!
on a lighter note;I met baby!
:D:D:D:D:D:D
that fella sure did cheered me up alot.
forgot everyting when i was with him.(:
he's DAMN DAMN SWEET LARHH.woo!
mui jes sent me natbeddingfield's I Bruise Easily.
DAMN NICE!
and i finally pasted EVERYTHING! back up on my walls!
:D:D:D
needed to take my mind off my geog paper tmr.:/
shall go.
goodbye.
pray for me!


hazel Y 9:36 PM |


Monday, October 18, 2004

i feel almost orgasmic :o
hello!
jes got up.spent like the last 2 hrs downstairs watching pearl harbour part 2!
gosh!
so sad!
i almost cried at the part where josh harnett died!:(
so depressing!seeing all the dead sailors and soldiers floating and all when the jap bombed the whole place.
:(
anyhows.
met baby after school today!that sweetie!love that sillyboy so much!
was imitating gays and their soccer shit
and MEL'S fatpie shit salad fingers voice.
HAHAHAHAHA!
WAS DAMN FUN LARHH.
and we read some bks that i swear it was super bad for the brain.
(ms FATTY!)
:B
met him yesterday too!
will be meeting him tmr too!
:D
nice yeah!getting ta see your loved one day after day!
school was terribly BORING!
roar!
the whole damn day i only got my CHINESE PAPER BACK.
AND GUESS WHAT!
I FREAKING PASSED IT!
OH MY GOD!
hafven been passing it since like when?
it's my MOTHER IN LAW'S BDAE!(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTIE!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
yes.
am listening to velvet revolver's Fall To Pieces
baby sent it to me; nice!
:D
talking abt falling,ALL THE FREAKING POSTCARDS AND POSTERS ON MY ROOM ARE FALLING!
AND IM TOO LAZY!TA PASTE IT ALL UP AGAIN.
:(
replies!
RELLY!(:
I LOVE YOUR SWIMMING BOARD NOW LARHH!
BANG PANG!
MEL!(:
HE'S BOTAK!?
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
ALRIGHTS ALRIGHTS!
SEEING HIM MADE ME FEEL ALMOST ORGASMIC!
AHAHAHAHA!:D
amandalim? the girl in ya friendster pic?kinda knw who's she.seen her ard church.yupp!
ADELINE!(:
WAHAHAHAHA.THATS TOO BAD MY DEAR!
:D
SILLYBIMBO!
LOVE YA!


hazel Y 9:37 PM |


Sunday, October 17, 2004

Rev Paul Frank
:D
hello!
jes got home.went for mass and sunday class.
class was rather of a cock session.
my tcher was telling us abt his ex girlfriend his days in army that he could do line dance and lion dance and i dunno what shit.
dang.
am so hungry!
rah!
my phone bill came and it was half of last mth.and my dad still complained it was high!
oh wells.
he said he might consficate the damn thing again.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.rejoice!
back to school tmr again!
RESULTS!:O
oh no.
replies!
RELLY!(:
yes yes.AM A LUCKY KID!:D:D:D:D:D
HAHAHA.SAY YOU'RE JEALOUS!
YAHH.TMR RESULTS!HOW HOW HOW!
JOANNA!(:
hahah.YAHH.THANK YOUU!
BUT I WAS MORE INTERESTED IN FINDING GARY TAN THO.:D
OUR FIND-THE-PINK-SHIRT-GUY EXPEDITION!
HAHAHA.YAH LARH.DUHH.HE'S MINE!
WHAHAHAHA.


hazel Y 11:05 AM |


Saturday, October 16, 2004

woah!:O
jes had my dinner.
super full!
:D
knw it's like the second entry for today but i SO HADTA BLOG ABT THIS!
I AM SO SO HAPPY!(:
went town jes now.
and guess what,I SAW MR GARY TAN LEE YU!-GIRLS SCREAMING IN THE BACKGROUND
OMG.HE'S SOO SOOOO SOOOO SOOOOO SOOOO SOOOO SOOOO HOT!(altho he was wearing a pink shirt)-girls screaming in the background again.
oh wells.my heart sure went thud thud ing
and i saw THE EXTREME GOURMET GUY;ALEX!
say ya all are jealous of me!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
am one happy fat kid!
replies!
MELWONG!(:hello stinky!
kaye larh.it aint shit.but i hafta admit!i loved it tho!:D
hahahas.
ya din link me too!HMPH!
you meaniebeanieweanie!:(
but i love ya anyhows.(:
ADELINE!(:
HEHE.THANKS!
AND YES!
LEMME TEST YOU.WHO'S LIM YAO XIANG?
;)
HAHAHAS.HE'S SO CUTE!
OH MY GOD.
I LOVE YOU ADELINE!BUT I HAFTA ADMIT I LOVE YAOXIANG MORE!WAHHAHAHAHAHA!
i better stop this swim shadys obsession now.



hazel Y 8:46 PM |



you're my only one(:
hey!
am a happy girl!
-looks at my friendster and giggles
:D
it's chazelris' 100th day too!(:
im still very much in love with you Christopher Lim Kai Liang!
will be going out later with bimbs and maybe jo.
no tanning for today i guess.aint really in the mood.rah!although i read the stinky weather forecast!it seems that today is the perfect for tanning tho.
sheesh,oh wells.
im so happy that JERRY IS OUT OF SINGAPORE IDOL!
:D:D:D:D:D
god!he cant sing for nuts!
even the dogs behind my hse sound nicer.
bro's being confided for the wkends!
that poor thing!
-evil laughter;
im running outta things to say.
goodbye for now!
reply!
JOANNA NG YIMEI!(:
BESTFRIEND.YES ARHH."MAYBE WILL COME DOWN AFTER YOUR PIANO LESSON.."WHERE!
hahas.
and yes!the priest DAMN cute!
-screams!
love ya!


hazel Y 9:18 AM |


Friday, October 15, 2004

i bruise easily
so be gentle
when you handle me

hey!
(:
im so mightly bored at home!
think jo's coming over later to show me some stuff.
and i finally caught the
1.exorcist!
and
2.The Hot Chick(knw it's old larh:B)
both were supa good shows!
:D
think the excorist certainly showed the ppl how the power of god can be if we believe and trust in him.(: not bad!
i think the Fr Frances (or some shit name) was rather cute tho!:x
oh wells.
i miss my baby so so much!
rah!
hafven seen him in kashfk2342343
kjhkjhaskjdhkshad34729837948214
287498179827398oisoiud8923u98u
2374897329847983274982houiasho
days!
i should be going tanning with my bimb tmr!:D
shall go
goodbye!


hazel Y 8:19 AM |


Thursday, October 14, 2004

we're all to blame


hey!
watched sum41's mtv jes now.super good.(:
love that song!
had a terribly good sleep!:D
-growls
and a mega super wierd dream.
yupp.the weather now's so hot!roar!even my fan's like blowing hot air.:/
anyhows.
am gonna make my way down to cp ta meet rell and then to bunny's for excorist ing.
(:

am so mighty bored at home now!am even watching mel's fatpie shit.

http://fat-pie.com

go watch some of it's animation!super psycho.

replies!
ADELINE!(:
-EVIL LAUGHTER.
jealous jealous?
wahhahas.
AND PLEASE?YOU DONNO WHO'S LIM YAO XIANG.OH MY GOD.
WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!
HE'S A SWIM SHADY!A VERY VERY SIZZLING HOT CUTE GORGEOUS CHARMING MANLY BLAH BLAH BLAH BASSIST?I THINK.AHAHHAS.
GO CHECK HIM OUT!(:
YOU MIGHT FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM
BUT HE'S MINE!REMEMBER!



hazel Y 11:14 AM |


Wednesday, October 13, 2004

try my puke!
hey!im back im back!
hahah,i din knw my baby invdaded my blog.oh wells.
am so exhausted!
hafven been updating for a week!EXAMS FOR ME ARE FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY OVER!
sheesh.was mugging so much hopelessly and uselessly.
except for some subjects.(:
so much happened.
today
had major shopping with mary mui amy rel shu.
yes.it was actually jes me and shu.then all the sudden everybody planned and came.
yes.skirt outing!
we gotta see a rare sneak of mui in her voodoo doll skirt!(:
that silly cow kept whining abt her being fat. like hello?
and mary!
sheesh.they two sickoes.
oh wells.
we had lunch at ajist(blah blah blah) ramen at taka.
the service there was rather good.but they kept saying sumimasay(spell?) non stop in this high ssss voice.
hahahs.was super irritating.
anyhows.
we went to so many shops after lunch!
esprit,the whole of heeren,topshop,zara,mango, future state and esprit again.
yes!
bought a top from some new shop in heeren.the lady there was super pretty!and super friendly.(:
ahahhas.the rest was rushing with me from far east to heeren.lols.everybody was walking at mega super fast speed cus me and rell hadta go home earlier.
yupp.earrings shopping at future state for everyone.
on the way home was not bad.
was toking loadsa crap with mary.
that silly fella wants to be aneroxic.
please bang her!
oh wells.
and yes. we were sitting at the bustop opp Jeight.
it felt so nice sitting down!
lol.
and we discovered a new way of eating!
a couple was actually jes toking and all.and mary jes told me to look at her ass crack,but after a few secs we saw her boy taking a piece of i dunno what and was actually gonan pass to her ta eat.then he popped it into his mouth and he fed his girl from mouth to mouth.
god.
someone please tell me it's disgusting.
i was telling mary to try eating my puke.
:B
anyhows.
i might go over to mary's hse tmr ta watch exorcist!
:D
yay!
yesterday
i was already in the partying mood.so yes.
after mui amy rell shu's bio paper,i met up with them and we made our way to sakae sushi.
was having sucha hard time dciding on where to settle lunch.
anyhows.
we ate so much i swear!
and i had countless plates of salmon.
hahahas.
and we laughed so much till my tummy felt so wierd.
not bad,but was super tiring.
ahahas.
AND AND AND!I SAW LIM YAO XIANG!
OH MY GOD.
HE WAS SO OH MY GOD AMAZINGLY CHARMING!
SHEESH.HIS POSE HIS CLOTHES HIS BLAH BLAH RATATA.
HE WAS AT HYATT HOTEL.THEY WERE HAVING SOME LAUNCHING OF SOME SHIT.
SHEESH.
HE'S SUCHA GOD!
i seriously need:
1.my make up daily dosages of BABY!:(
2.TANNING
3.TANNING
4.TANNING
5.TANNING
6.TANNING
so erm i guess yah.tanning.
(:
couples of movies i wanan catch; WHITE CHICS,WIMBLEDON,OUIJA(spell?) BOARD!
and natbeddingfield's these words has been playing over and over my head for the past few days!
and i caught eminen's Just Lose It mtv!it was super super unltimate humourous.super super good.(:
i miss baby so so much!
shall go.
goodbye!
replies!
adeline!(:u silly panda

toi!(: HELLO!



hazel Y 8:42 PM |


Tuesday, October 12, 2004

DARH! UPDATE LARH!
and good luck for ur exams! :D
love,
chris!


hazel Y 11:10 PM |


Wednesday, October 06, 2004

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

sheesh.

i had the strangest dream!
:
bleah.ask me if ya wanna know!(:
but if only it came true.: D

having papers later.
social studies paper yesterdae was sucha screw!
i coulden finish my damn sbq and my structured was so short!
bleahh

shall go.
byee.


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