Saturday, October 30, 2004
aye
hafven been updating
past dew days been real crazy for me
been going to school with double eye lids.hah!
am going to 3J next year.
now laugh.
: /
i swear i hate the name!
oh wells.
i finally had the stupid guts to break the news to my parents by writing a letter.:/
mum's taking it alright,i think.she said nvm and all.that i must work harder next year.
not sure about dad reaction.hafven talked to him since like the day before yesterday night.
he's real busy with his work now i guess.
think am alright by now.kinda taking this slowly.found it super hard ta get over it.but i guessed i cried everything out already.:D
past few days been real sweet for me too i guess.
i realised who are the ones who are really concerned for me.(:
realised that baby's always there for me.
realised that there's people who will be missing me.
realised that sec 4E `o5 without me will be different for some people.
realised that there's people actually praying for me.(:
realised that there's people out that who actually worry for me.
realised that there's some people who are really a call away.
realised that there's really shoulders for me ta cry on.
realised that there's people who'll be missing me singing all the high pitch songs in class next year.
realised that there's people who cant imagine their life without the big bird next year
realised how some people can remember all my silly regular actions.
realised that im going to school next year without these people:(
realised how comforting my tutor can be even tho i found tution sucha a dread.
realised how sweet joanna can be,she actually cried when she knew im retaining.
realised how sweet mary can be,leaving a note in my maths bk without me knowing.
realised how comforting it is to have people always asking ya "are you okaye?"
realised how wasted 2004 is.
realised how ta face the huge musik
realised how to really MOVE ON.(totally diff from move ons from relationships)
realised how much money i'll save on buying bks for next year
realised how dreadful it'll be making new friends ALL OVER AGAIN.:(
realised how dreadful it'll be having to go sec 3 camp again.
realised how dreadful it is to having to go for TRAINING for 1 and a half more year.BAHH!
realised how retaining could do me some good.
realised it's time to wake up and be a real nerd.
realised it's time to stop using comp so much.
realised its time to stop going out so much.
realised its time to stop watching telly so much
realised its time to stop giving my rents so much worries and problems.
realised this is really a very painful exp.AND I DONT EVER WANNA GO THROUGH THIS EVER AGAIN.
realised i'll be one of the eldest in the class next year!:D
realised that i might top the class next year.(HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.I WANT AND I WILL!:D)
so much memories i swear!
so much unforgettable ones!
sweared i had loadsa fun with all the crazy spunky people in 3e04!
to think i even hated this class in the beginning of the year.
thank god for all these lovely classmates!thank god for them,giving me all the memories
sure did left a very deep footprint in my life.thank you for always being there for me!
marilyn
serene
shuanne
cheryl
shijin
amy
felicia
and not so close people like vonne and kandis!(: liting for always opening lockers for me and reminding me bks ta bring.
schoolmates like JOANNA!(: love you bestfriend.
and so many many other people i wanna thank!love you guys!
yeahh.
goodbye!
replies!
TODAY'S!
mel!(:
yes girl.i know.i was referring to you!:D
thank you for all the prayers yahh?
and i DONT have a die for bod(oct25th's comments) u silly!
love youu!
ps; i've ditched salad fingers.
to .
haha.thanks.
OCTOBER 27TH'S
RELLY.
please take care next year yahh.study harder!
know you can do it.(:
OCTOBER 25TH'S
CHRIS!(:
hey baby!love ya truckloads.thanks for everything yarhh?
ya been sucha tolerant and patient fella!
-muahhs-
JULS!
(:hello!WE CAN ALL GO TO TUTION NEXT YEAR AND STUDY THE SAME WHOLE THING AGAIN PROPERLY!(:
top the class yes!
erm.ya in my class next year?
:D
XJIE!(:
thanks for the concern and believing in me yarhh!
you take great care yahh!
do well in chem!
:D
love love!